there ain't no better reason to rid yourself of vanities

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Eins und zwei und drei und '54,'74,'90,2010...
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Well, let me just say that this just keeps getting better and better somehow. For anyone who doesn't really pay attention to the current Europe Cup in Germany, let me just say that it has definitely been an amazing experience. Germany won yesterday, which was great. Although they didn't play too well, they still won which is great because they will play in the finale on Sunday. Which will be great, although I'm worried if they are playing Spain, because they are also really good...Russia is also good. Bwah we'll see.

In any case, one thing that definitely must be said, is that watching a soccer game is a much cooler experience than I would have ever though. I love the feeling of everyone hoping for this one team to make it to the final and win. Although it's also funny to hear the different chants as well as seeing the drunk obnoxious men yelling from megaphones. OLE OLE OLE OLE OLE SUPER DEUTSCHLAND etc, doesn't seem to get old. And I love singing with as well. I am a pretty patriotic non-German, I must say.

Anyway, we, Christian, Katharina, Alex, Cedric, Carsen, Louisa, Anne & Marco, and I, watched the game in this bar that is set up on the river. It is only set up in the summer months, and is supposed to reflect a cabana beach club. It's always nice there, and it wasn't too full as it normally is on the public viewing.

Oe thing that did tick me off a bit was that Felix didn't watch the game with us. Actually at all. He came back a few times with friends, but he watched it with other people. It wouldn't be so bad, if it wasn't the fact that I know he is more important to me than I am to him, which pisses me off, not because I feel bad about myself, but more so because I let myself get mad about it. I seriously need to forget about him. Nothign even happened, but somehow he was still an important part of my stay, even though we didn't end up doing anything in the end. I just don't like the whole "hinterher" running. I mean, it is not as if I expect anything anymore. I am going home in two weeks. And i don't even think I want anything anymore, but somehow I just liked to think that maybe he wants something too. Even though it seriously will never happen. Whatever.

OH an Tuesday! Tuesday was actually also really good. I went to the Bio Zentrum, which was the most boring day I think I have had in an extraordinarily long time. Anyhow, afterwards I went to Felix's house, which was fun. He showed me pictures from Argentina...and I thought about how much it couldn't, and wouldn't work. Even though I want it to. Anyway, we had a good time, and then right after, Christian and Alex came over, and we played Bohnanza, which is a game where you basically trade beans, which basically seems stupid, btu it happens to be one of the best card games...ever. And we played that until around 10:30, and then went to an Irish Bar, which wasn't exactly Irish, but was fun anyway. It really is unbelievable that this will be all over in two weeks. Only two weeks. I don't know how I am going to deal with this. I'm trying so hard not to think about it...but it's just not working. Everyday I can only think about all the things I still want to do and things I've yet to do. It is getting to be so hard.

Tomorrow I'm skipping school again and going surfing, which is exciting...and more interesting than school.  Now I think I will actually go to bed, considering I hardly slept yesterday until today.


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